Back to schule =/

HELLO!!

Oh the joys of school, i'd like to say I missed it over the holidays but I just can't bring myself to lie that much. Hmmmmm. . . the only lessons I am quite glad to be back in doing shtuffs would be art, drama (we're watching 'The Others' atm, so awesome :o) and musique. And of course the worst being maths, english and physics. I don't think I would EVER enjoy maths, but the others are probably down to crap teachers. Biology is behaving well at the mo., i've decided to give it more of a chance this year coz I used to like it . . . and can't remember why I stopped liking it. ICT is just taking the piss. . . MENTALLY SCARRED. . . I don't know what exactly I did to deserve to have to sit inbetween Pete and Gooch but it is not in the slightest even a bit ammusing. ICT lessons should be followed by a trip to the therapist. Next up we have. . Chemistry. Meh, only had one lesson. . Connern is alright, it's just a tad boring and nothingy. Oooh today I had "Learning to L.O.L" =D and did I learn to lol? No. No I did not.

I probably forgot some subjects but I do not care :) mainly because the forgotten ones were probably forgotten for a reason.

So yeeee-es. . . DRAMA TRIP SOON!!! Ummm. . . and. . er. . . 3 months mit Rhys today!!! :D

So yea. . erm. . . . yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeas. . . -cough-

I copied this from my deviantart, coz I am a lazy bastard.

'Eyaa. . .

I don't know what to write here, I just saw how old the last post was and recoiled in horror. It's the SUMMER HOLS!!! Although pretty soon it won't be. Haha like only a week left, but what to do in the last week? Well I've done no work whatsoever yet, and I have 2 major bits of coursework to do, half an art project and a final draft of my music composition coursework. Hmmm. . . yea maybe I should do some work =P. But art first. Because I love art. Huzzah.

Wellll. . What exactly have I done all summer? I hate how quickly everything goes now. I miss being young and fast, everything lasted so much longer then. I sound like a 50 year old. Yea I am only 15 btw =S . . . Well basically all this summer has consisted of is Raising Jayne being cancelled, which lead to hair being cut. S'bout it. Seen Rhys a lot though which is goooood :) And had a dinner party in a field last week. Ooooh and went to the pokémon convention summer day camp wotsit!! Oh how awesome that was. I gots me a Mew! And a GOODIE BAG!!! Containing a school time table [zomg], bookmark, button badge, posters. . . =D And I would very much like to go to an animé convention Rhys was talking about yesterday. I WANNA COSPLAY DAMMIT!! I have a Misa costume and nowhere to wear it!!

Oh I have been WoWing a fair amount over the summer also, got my druid up a bit, and made a warlock. . . However I can see the WoWing stopping for a while because Rhys' pc has just completely died, and I'm not renewing my subscription if Rhys ain't gonna be on it =S. I blame society. And the government. And communists. *glares*

Ye-eees. . . I said I would put some of my vampire project up. Since then I haven't actually done anything else to it, but I am going to in a minute. Or Mr.Corker may consume my brains. Or do whatever it is teachers do when you don't do anything to a project in 7 weeks. Although saying that Mr.Corker isn't really the brain-consuming type. He's more the *makes you feel really guilty and want to cry* type. He made me feel disappointed in myself for needing the toilet once. . .

I'm going to see the BRATZ film on tuesday!! ZOMG!! How COOL am I?! Well, once again I blame society. Although technically it is Big Eye's fault; they want us to watch something we wouldn't normally watch, then discuss bad points and good points about the production et cetera. I believe Rhys is making Ben and Jack come also. This should be ammusing =P.

Well i'm orff to do some of my art project.
Haz ^__^ xx

Have s'more.

ZOMG that was WEEKS ago!!!!



SOOORRRRRRRRRYYYYYY to all my many millions of readers who are IMAGINARY!! I LOVE YOU!!!!

Either way, THERE IS NO MORE SCHOOL FOR LIKE A WHOLE MONTH OF GOODNESS BECAUSE IT HAS NO SCHOOL THEREFORE IT IS LIKE THE BEST KIND OF MONTH TO EVER EXIST EVER!! yay!

Yes oh yes it's that fantabulous time of the year again, SUMMER HOLIDAYS!!

Although it hasn't actually stopped raining yet. And Rhys just went to sports camp. For a week. And entire week. 7 days. 7. Days.


-dead-



Life can suck sometimes. However last week we saw the Simpsons movie premiere in newport, that was cooooool. . . apart from afterwards Leigh and Rhys made me walk to newport, despite my fevery headacheness. Ooh and we saw Transformers last week ^__^. That was coooool =]

Oh yea and Raising Jayne has been cancelled. ¬_¬ Completely. Apparently because of 'management' but there have been other rumours. Oh wells. Only 2 years down the toilet -eyeroll-. Still, now I have SHORT HAIR!!! :o

So it's on the border line of good and bad atm. I'll let you decide.

I would stop writing around about now, but I am SOOOO bored now that Rhys has gone, I will just continue to type meaningless dribble.

Okay so what should I tell you all. Hummmmm. . . . OOOOOOhhhhhh i got WoW!!! Like, properly!! And got a new account, i'm on the European server, in Darkspear. My main character atm is Misamisa, come and say 'hey-loo!' if you wish.

Erm. . so. . yeea. . what should I do? Create a video? Write some music? Make a new piczo? Make another kind of webby? Sit hear listening to music ALL day? And week? Play WoW constantly with no break? Hmmmm. . if I made a video, what could it be about? An amv, but what movie or series? Huh? ANSWER ME THAT!!!

Hmm. . I shall think about this and get back to you.

Fare-thee-well xx

BlogBlogBlogBlogBlog

. . .okay forget that. I'm 'over it' you could say.

Aaaaaaanyways. .

I'm oh so extremely bored. I should've gone to Jujitsu tonight with my sister, i had arranged to and all but i was just too lazy :( But i am actually reeeally tired, and my arm has hurt since monday. . why don't they warm up before Aiedo? Why? . . oh well.

I have nothing to say. This is how fun my life is.

N'argh. Poop.

It's my dad's birthday the day after tomorrow, i thought we'd be doing some kind of birthday-evening-dinner-thing as is the way with birthdays, only my mum said to me earlier "do you want to see Rhys in chepstow again on friday after school?" . . are they hiding something from me? Trying to get me out of the house? Or maybe they WANT me to see Rhys . . . for some reason. . hmmm all interesting yet hard-to-believe reasons. . . but i ain't complaining, i haven't seen Rhys since. . since . . SUNDAY! -dies-

Either way, yay :)

Shhttiillll. . . This doesn't stop my current bordum level rising, if that is possible. No. I think not.


I'm orrrff now. LoveLove[toRhys] =] xXx

Blargh

I. . . haven't posted in ages.

Hummmmm. . . The reason for that is a) I forgot and b) I don't think reading my random ramblings is really that entertaining. Dani is sat next to me and says it is. Haha. . LIES!

Well nothing has exactly happened. . . Ooh, apart from it was Dani's birthday last week and she had a rather. . amusing. . party. Two words: Becky Spice. - just about sums it up in one. Or should i say two.

Aaanyways, i am sat in an IT room at school feeling sorry for myself. Though i'm not sure i can be arsed to continue feeling sorry for myself coz it's getting a bit boring, esp as i don't even know what i have done in order to feel sorry for myself about. That made sense in my head.

Perhaps i have just been a general idiot. Perhaps i have actually done something extremely taboo and terrible and i just don't realise it. All these queries should be directed at . . . well the one person i thought was helping me to feel better. Not worse.

But then, you see, i know exactly what *this person* would be thinking if he ever read this. Something about failing? Although, possibly not. If i really HAVE done something so incredibly wrong that i am no longer worthy of being spoken to then they wouldn't be thinking that. Perhaps this person is doing this to prove their 'i'm going to fail' theory correct. Perhaps i am being a total and utter bastard by writing all of this here so anyone can read it.

Well i have grown more obsessed with this one person over the last few days which hasnt helped the sudden 'lets all ignore hazel' thing. Why aren't i allowed to be happy without something happening?

WHY DAMMIT?


-anger- . . .

But then, something else, not to do with me, could have happened to said person to make them not want to talk. This is a valid reason for the lack-of-communication, however i do feel completely untrusted and not really necessary. I think. . i think too much. But do you see what i mean? . . . Hmmmm

Hardeehar

Well. . . It's rained an ocean in the last week, seriously. . most of it has ended up in my room. Then down through to my dining room. On my art. Which wasn't too bad, as the white splodges actually look quite cool . . . well Mr.Corker liked them =P Still, WHOLE DAY OF ART TOMORROW!! =D that's like 2 whole weeks of lessons worth. . . i'm gonna work on my sketch book and the layout of pages and shizz. . . and i might do some photo editing on some pics of people to make them gothic/vampirey. . . should be fuuuun =]

Hmm. . . June is completely suckish. . . and it's nearly over. . . awww crap summer ahead, i can sense it :( It can't be crap. . . I MUST HAVE POOL PARTIES DAMMIT!!

Oh well. I could always go in my pool in the rain. . i've done it before. . yea, it was cold, and yea, i didn't really have fun. . but that's besides the point. POOL PARTY! . . yea. . =S

I am also becoming obsessed with the song 'Under the Stars' by And then I turned seven. It's so incredibly cheesey and mushy but i'm good with that atm =]

Got nothing else to say really. Other than I love Rhys. ^____^

LoveLove xxxx

Hmm

NARGH! Evil Evil EEVVIIILLL rain. . . it just leaked through MY roof, into MY room, drenching ALL MY STUFF. I have 2 ruined books, some others that are just completely soaked, the plug board by my bed is drenched =S all the various pictures and notepads i had down there are also ruined. . . :'( and my bed is wet. . .

I think i'll sleep in here tonight. Stupid rain. ¬¬

Had the second science exam yesterday, twaz eeeeeasy. . . although saying that i probably did crap =P lol

Hrrrmmmm. . . I'm so tired. . . Don't know why, i've been sleeping okay. =/ Oh well. . .

Can't wait for friday :) xXxXxXxXx

=]

I'm happppppyyyyyyy =D -dances-

I wish yesterday could have lasted forever. . . i blame my mother for the fact it didn't. However i am glad she didn't shout at me as much as i thought she would for us leaving her waiting for half an hour =S hooray for good-tempered mothers!

This is the first time in my life i have actually felt truly happy, i mean usually its like a passing mood that goes away the next day or something. . . ahh *sighs* =] I hope this lasts forevverrrr ^______^

Well, atm i am writing my music cw and recording it. Well im supposed to be, i am actually just playing a load of random songs on guitar and doodling some riffs. . . Laura is awesome at song writing aswell btw, she will get famous through that someday, i can sense it. . .

I miss Rhys :( I love yoou =]

Well i'm out. See yuz =]

LoveLove xx

ICT lessons suck

I am in an IT lesson sat next to madame Ernest [Caitlin]. It is kinda stupid as i can post on my blog [obviously] but i cannot view it afterwards. . . there is nothing worthy of filtering on my blog =S Why is this pointless filter necessary? The answer, i do not know.

Oh well. Well. . i can't remember when i last posted here so i can't remember whether or not i mentioned the science exam. It wasn't as bad as i thought it'd be, physics bit was eeeeeasy, biology was okay and chemistry was baaaaad =[ but i'm not too worried, it wasn't any where near as bad as i was imagining.

Hmmm what else to type. . . School is boring, i couldn't go down town today because it was raining. . well i could, i just decided against it, i was wet enough already =[

No Big Eye this sunday ='[ . . . well theyre filming the first bits with Chris, Ryan, Rhys and Clemmie. . . meaning i am not supposed to go =[ I shall be doing music coursework instead. Yay. ¬¬

OH!! I made my dad find an old pre-amp i didn't know we had, so now my mic is like LOUD =D!! Which means i can actually record some stuff now ^_^

Well i shall be home soon. . . I am in a typey mood so i may have to post again later today. Then again, i may not.

LoveLove [to Rhys :)] xXxXx

La la la laaaaaaaaaa

POOL PARTY!!!

. . . when my pool is open. YAY!

Also. . . due to recent events i am no longer depressed, infact i am remarkably happy =] Here's a heart for Rhys. <3 :)

Okay, SCIENCE EXAM TOMORROW. I've been building up to it, and it is finally here. Well, nearly here. Tomorrow. I get the chemistry bit, i half get the biology bit, and im completely screwed on the physics bit :] Perhaps i should be revising instead of blog-writing. . . meh =]

Also, we are actually starting Raising Jayne this week =D well i say we, i mean those in the first raising jayne-y bit :] YAY!! Though i am having doubts to it being completed on time. . . Oh well, #gotta have faith. . you gotta haaaaave faith#

I'm out :]

LoveLove [but only for Rhys =P] xx

HELLO!! Sorry about the gap since last time =S I've been. . revising. . yes, revising *eye roll*. . .

Okay so not really. I am just lazy. Sorry. But anyway. . . HAIR CUT MOVED TO AUGUST!! =D!! Thank you Mister Lee =]

My mother is still refusing to pay for WoW though =[ stupid parents ¬¬ They have no purpose. . .well apart from paying for WoW. . and feeding me. . .

Science GCSE next week and the week after =S I am going to fail. . FAIL i tell you FAIL! ='[

Here is a picture for your amusement.



xD Bahahahhaaaaaaaaaaaa

LoveLove x

Lalalalaaaaa

Ooooohh. . . no new posts in AGES! Ooops. . .

But. . here is one for you, the readers, amusment.

It is nearing the end of half term, which is crap, because i love that no-school-feeling. Hmm and i STILL haven't seen POTC. But this problem is being solved. . TOMORROW!! When i venture out to Newport with Rhys to see it. Where we shall flame some chavs.

Also, i commented on Dani's blog saying the leader of the popular scene kids in my year at school is vain. . . the person in question has since told me to 'fuck off' on Dani's bebo, claiming i have 'no idea. No idea.' Which i find rather amusing. However Dani is now scared there may be a war. Hahahaha. . . This leader kid is probably the only one of that crew i havent made 'war' with. So whatever.

Couldn't care less. ^______^

Also, my mother is refusing to pay the measly £7.50 a month for WoW. Meaning i have to wait till september when i have my own card and account before i can re-activate my trial account :(. Mother's are so troublesome. ¬¬

Hmmmmm. . . Can't think of anything else. And my mother is telling me to 'go to bed' because i 'have to be up early tomorrow'. How is 10:30 early?. . . Okay so it is for me. . .

GoodBye = ] x

Okay, the reason i havent posted that last few days is because Laura was round. . . and i've been on WoW [yes, it did download before i became 16. . . to my suprisement. . . [is suprisement a word? =S]] which is fuuuuuuuuuun =D

It's raining.

There was no Big Eye today which is really crap, im getting withdrawel symptoms. It's sad, because i'm the only one that seems to hate it when it's cancelled, everyone else is just like 'oh. . .oh well -gets on with life-' =/

Hmmmmm. . . Laura told me i literally smelt this morning which was nice. ¬¬ Cat's in America which sucks.

It would appear i am moaning.




I blame the rain. Also, why do people do huge spaces like the one i just did? I mean, i understand doing that so it goes down a whole page to hold suspence. . . but otherwise. . why? Meh. . weirdos :)

I have Zetsubou Billy in my head. . . . so i am seeing it necessary to say this:

KIRA!! My name is KIRA!! We are the KIRA!!

etc. . .

Fffffffffffrrrrrrrrryyuhmerr =] I'm bored. Someone please come to Newport with me on tuesday. . . pleeeeease =] I must see Pirates of the Caribbean. . i . . .MUST!!!

I may post again later today because i am THAT bored.

GoodBye x

Hahahaaaaaa. . .

Dude, i can scare / offend / upset / anger / confuse and do several other amusing things to year 8s apparently xD. . . or maybe it's just the one. . . hahahahaa what's more likely. . .

Oh dear, i would go into that but it may bore you. . .those of you who know what im on about; think yourselves lucky xD.


Anyway, welsh reading coursework exam resit tomorrow morning, yay. ¬¬ Learning it now. Inbetween msn-ing, blogging, tv and other shiz. . . =/.

DEATH NOTE ARRIVED!!!!!! It's still not the replica though. . . hmm the Misa and L necklaces are awesome though :). And the quil for Death Note writing =]. Also got a free World of Warcraft ring which i saw no need for so is being given to Rhys. Although i am downloading WoW currently, but at this rate, i may not have it before i turn 16.

Hmmm what else to say. . . Pirates of the Caribean out this week!! =D =D!! MUST see that in half term. . . this is not an option, it MUST happen.

Also, i need a Misa skirt. Hmmm. . . perhaps a visit to Newport is required. Anyone wish to accompany me? :D

Also, Jujutsu on wednesdays at monmouth, anyone do that? =S I need more info, what's the age limit dammit? =S

Okay i had better revise now =/ [god did i just say that o.O] . . . ByeBye ^_^ xx

Blog Blog Blog

Why helloo. . .

Yesterday was amusing, went down to the Blake with Rhys [ no longer being reffered to as 'this kid' because that title is not fitting, as technically he is older than me . . .-eye roll-] and then watched him reherse for his orchestra concert thing :]. Laura also turned up after a while, she'd been 'looking at puppies' even though she isnt buying one, she was literally just looking at puppies o.O. . .

So yea anyway, after being chucked out of the Blake [ :'( ] we went back to my house. And sat at my computer making a really long music track for a video we're making for a competition thing, should be good ^^. Then went to sleep at about 3 in the morning.

Next day, BIG EYE! Well, this mainly consisted of Raising Jayne stooff, and us lot trying not to fall asleep. Sugar doesn't work anymore :'(. . .

Then came home and wrote in a blog. OMG. . . it was THIS blog! =O

Erm =S anyway. . . it was an . . .interesting. . . weekend, i'd say. Better than last week when i had to watch Spiderman 3 on my own -eye roll-. . . but it was Spiderman 3 so i didn't mind THAT much. . . kinda. . .

Well im not going into that again.

Science mock tomorrow. ¬¬ I'm going to get an E, just like i did on my welsh coursework exam last week :]. No i'm not actually a retard, just no good at welsh. . . or science.

Anyway, i am going now. Bye Bye ^_^ x

Grr

FJSLK JGKLAKGLF;DSLMGL;AMAAAAAAAAGGGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN TO ME ALL THE TIME?!!!!!!???????

. . . .

Nyaaah. . . Nothing has really happened, apart from my friend went to that job i wanted . . . AND I WANTED THE EFFING JOB! Arrgh, i mean, i knew i was selfish, but THAT selfish? =/ This is a new low even for me. It's just, Monmouth is so shite you see, the only place that would hire us was that place, and it was MY idea to go job hunting, i need a laptop to live, and in order to get a laptop i must have money. Job = money. No job = no money, which = no laptop.

I'm not a very nice person, am i =/. See this friend could read this any time, she has this addy, and then she'll feel all bad again. Well if you DO read this, don't bother feeling bad. I'll get over this eventually. And it was the Wiggies person's fault. STUPID IDIOTIC WOMAN WHO GOES BY WHAT PEOPLE TELL HER. . . BBBBIIIIIAAAAASSSEEEDDD!!!!!!!

-shakes fist-



ANYWAY. . . My mind is screwed up at the moment anyway, without all the job crap.

I would go into details but people involved might read this and that would make it all worse. Lol.

Good things:

WEEKEND!! NO SCHOOL FOR. . . two days. But they should be a good two days :]. Apart from the revision homework bit.

Saturday = Possibly stalking Laura around Savoy, then around Monmouth. Followed by possibly going out with family & family friends / bumming round Monmouth with people. Followed by seeing this kid in a concert. =D . . .If i can be bothered to do any of that. :]

Then the next day, BIG EYE!

The rest of today shall be boring though.

Erm, GoodBye =] x

Today and Yesterday. Wuhey! 2 in 1!

Well, the fair yesterday was fun. . . erm, not. The highlight was recieving a toy gun off the very same friend who got that job i wanted. . . does that make up for it? I'll let you decide.

Anyway, i spent most of the time at the fair stood around being bored texting this child and playing with my toy gun, whilst eating a not-that-nice lolly =/. It was a disgrace of a lolly, didn't even diserve to be one. L would be ashamed.

Er, anyway. . . today i was in one of those moods where you don't feel like talking, see this is a perfectly normal mood to me, but apparently it is what is described as a 'mood'. This confuses me, because yes, it is a mood, but a 'mood' is something completely different. Apparently, if i dont feel like talking, it means i hate all my friends. EH? This is insane, who ever thought of that?

Is the world insane?

The answer: Yes.

I've decided to stop trying in some aspects of my life, this will almost definetly result in more 'mood's, because one of the things i've given up on is trying to understand my school friends.

I've never understood them.

So yea, bit bored now. All the year 11s left yesterday, i signed Laura's stomach, this was an interesting experience. However, i shall miss her =[. Even though we see eachother every week at Big Eye. . . Oh well.

No one reads this. Why am i writing this. . .

Meh. GoodBye. ^.^ x

. . . Meh.

Hayfever sucks. Also, i'm a teensy bit peed off at the fact i thought i had a job, a way of getting money, but i don't. . . my friend does. . . -eye roll-. This means i have to go job hunting again tomorrow after school. =/ ASWELL as going to the fair. . . Yay. This just keeps getting better. . . ¬¬

Another also, i am so sick of school. It's like torchure each day atm. . . a week and a half until half term. . . hmm =/ then i get a solid 5 weeks [i think] until summer hols, how the hell am i meant to survive that?! -sighs- Still, only one year left at that shit hole. :]

Can't think of anything else. >.<

xXx

And so it begins. . .

Er, HELLO!

This is yet another blogging blog blogity blog site. . . yeea, feel free to leave, throw up, laugh. . . anything you want whilst reading this. But just ask yourself this; why are you reading my blog in the first place? o.O

Today is 15/05/2007. It's raining/not raining. I had an incredible hayfever attack in the middle of an art lesson. . . went to the nurse. . . she phoned my mum to ask if i was allowed some anti-hystamine [or however you spell it. . .] whilst i was sat in the corner trying to stop my eyes and nose from crying. They're trying to do that now, but i will not let them =].

I'm going to the fair tomorrow! Oh joy, because Monmouth May-fair is such a wonderful day out, completely worth the million pounds each ride costs. . .but it's my friend's birthday thing so i can't just not go =/ Hmm. . .

Also, i've officially decided my hair shall be like this:















When Raising Jayne is finished. . . gotta love the L cosplays ^_^.

Erm, i'll probably post something else today, i just can't be bothered to write any more in this one =]

xXx