Have s'more.

ZOMG that was WEEKS ago!!!!



SOOORRRRRRRRRYYYYYY to all my many millions of readers who are IMAGINARY!! I LOVE YOU!!!!

Either way, THERE IS NO MORE SCHOOL FOR LIKE A WHOLE MONTH OF GOODNESS BECAUSE IT HAS NO SCHOOL THEREFORE IT IS LIKE THE BEST KIND OF MONTH TO EVER EXIST EVER!! yay!

Yes oh yes it's that fantabulous time of the year again, SUMMER HOLIDAYS!!

Although it hasn't actually stopped raining yet. And Rhys just went to sports camp. For a week. And entire week. 7 days. 7. Days.


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Life can suck sometimes. However last week we saw the Simpsons movie premiere in newport, that was cooooool. . . apart from afterwards Leigh and Rhys made me walk to newport, despite my fevery headacheness. Ooh and we saw Transformers last week ^__^. That was coooool =]

Oh yea and Raising Jayne has been cancelled. ¬_¬ Completely. Apparently because of 'management' but there have been other rumours. Oh wells. Only 2 years down the toilet -eyeroll-. Still, now I have SHORT HAIR!!! :o

So it's on the border line of good and bad atm. I'll let you decide.

I would stop writing around about now, but I am SOOOO bored now that Rhys has gone, I will just continue to type meaningless dribble.

Okay so what should I tell you all. Hummmmm. . . . OOOOOOhhhhhh i got WoW!!! Like, properly!! And got a new account, i'm on the European server, in Darkspear. My main character atm is Misamisa, come and say 'hey-loo!' if you wish.

Erm. . so. . yeea. . what should I do? Create a video? Write some music? Make a new piczo? Make another kind of webby? Sit hear listening to music ALL day? And week? Play WoW constantly with no break? Hmmmm. . if I made a video, what could it be about? An amv, but what movie or series? Huh? ANSWER ME THAT!!!

Hmm. . I shall think about this and get back to you.

Fare-thee-well xx

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. . .okay forget that. I'm 'over it' you could say.

Aaaaaaanyways. .

I'm oh so extremely bored. I should've gone to Jujitsu tonight with my sister, i had arranged to and all but i was just too lazy :( But i am actually reeeally tired, and my arm has hurt since monday. . why don't they warm up before Aiedo? Why? . . oh well.

I have nothing to say. This is how fun my life is.

N'argh. Poop.

It's my dad's birthday the day after tomorrow, i thought we'd be doing some kind of birthday-evening-dinner-thing as is the way with birthdays, only my mum said to me earlier "do you want to see Rhys in chepstow again on friday after school?" . . are they hiding something from me? Trying to get me out of the house? Or maybe they WANT me to see Rhys . . . for some reason. . hmmm all interesting yet hard-to-believe reasons. . . but i ain't complaining, i haven't seen Rhys since. . since . . SUNDAY! -dies-

Either way, yay :)

Shhttiillll. . . This doesn't stop my current bordum level rising, if that is possible. No. I think not.


I'm orrrff now. LoveLove[toRhys] =] xXx

Blargh

I. . . haven't posted in ages.

Hummmmm. . . The reason for that is a) I forgot and b) I don't think reading my random ramblings is really that entertaining. Dani is sat next to me and says it is. Haha. . LIES!

Well nothing has exactly happened. . . Ooh, apart from it was Dani's birthday last week and she had a rather. . amusing. . party. Two words: Becky Spice. - just about sums it up in one. Or should i say two.

Aaanyways, i am sat in an IT room at school feeling sorry for myself. Though i'm not sure i can be arsed to continue feeling sorry for myself coz it's getting a bit boring, esp as i don't even know what i have done in order to feel sorry for myself about. That made sense in my head.

Perhaps i have just been a general idiot. Perhaps i have actually done something extremely taboo and terrible and i just don't realise it. All these queries should be directed at . . . well the one person i thought was helping me to feel better. Not worse.

But then, you see, i know exactly what *this person* would be thinking if he ever read this. Something about failing? Although, possibly not. If i really HAVE done something so incredibly wrong that i am no longer worthy of being spoken to then they wouldn't be thinking that. Perhaps this person is doing this to prove their 'i'm going to fail' theory correct. Perhaps i am being a total and utter bastard by writing all of this here so anyone can read it.

Well i have grown more obsessed with this one person over the last few days which hasnt helped the sudden 'lets all ignore hazel' thing. Why aren't i allowed to be happy without something happening?

WHY DAMMIT?


-anger- . . .

But then, something else, not to do with me, could have happened to said person to make them not want to talk. This is a valid reason for the lack-of-communication, however i do feel completely untrusted and not really necessary. I think. . i think too much. But do you see what i mean? . . . Hmmmm